May was pretty crunk. I went to Sherbear’s wedding in NJ and stayed with my homie Kit in NY. The next week I was a bridesmaid in my stepmother’s wedding in Detroit. That’s wedding #3 I have bridesmaided (shut up) in. I’m waiting on pictures from the wedding to post them. If you go to my Tumblr you will see some photos from Sherbear’s wedding and highlights from the Detroit trip.
I received two bawse ass care packages from Monie Pony and Kelly; thank you again my loves.
Turned 27 on May 25th. It’s been a reflective birthday, figuring out who I am and what I really want and what I like/don’t like. All the little epiphanies that come with age/experience.
I don’t even want to read the blog posts about the miscarriage. I’ve been meaning to e-mail everyone who commented personally, but some days I just don’t want to think about it at all and e-mailing you means I have to open up the wound again so please don’t take it personal if you haven’t heard from me about it yet. Overall, I’m doing fine but there will be moments out of nowhere that are just like black holes of despair. My birthday week I would have been done with the first trimester then I’ll imagine what things would be like if things hadn’t gone wrong and down the rabbit hole I go. Blah.
Been working on the color blog more, and have been getting requests from strangers which has been nice. Hoping to focus more time on expanding it somewhat.
Other than that, discovered Pinterest and collect life coins every day pinning stuff I like. QQ told me after the miscarriage to visualize positive things, and what I want for future minicorn, etc. and Pinterest has been the perfect outlet. If you’re on there, holla at me! Cooking more, going to start posting recipes and dishes. Parenting 3 pets. How are you guys doing?